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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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So many memories I hold in this bottle called my heart; never would I have expected that this bottle would get lost in the sea of remorselessness.
Well, 3 more days until school...not much to say to that really except that I only have 500 meters left of this 2000 meter race piece called high school. This is where I push myself the hardest, getting every ounce of hurt out of me; this is where it will determine what place I got among these millions of other people. There is no more playing games, there is no more fooling around, this race of mine is serious and I am determined to win, just try and stop me. I'm pissed and proud of where I am.
Oh yeah, you can definitely tell I'm emotionally unstable, I may not look it when you see me, but deep down...it's just a black hole. It seems like all that I onced loved was taken away from me. Life was given to me in a gold wrapped package; only to find that it was filled with coal.
Life has really beat me down but all I'm gunna do is get right back up again and finished what I started, cause no matter what you throw at me, I'm coming back. Those who have hurt me, trust me, you'll feel my wrath, I'm coming back with a force. You'll see.
I'm out, catch ya layta.
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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Behind the clouds of my darkest despairs lies a rainbow of truth and freedom.
Well, once again everything's just kind of ehhh...not great but not terrible. I mean, there is hope, I know there is, it's just so hard to see it. But I know that not everything is bad.
I went to the welcome wagon thing for crew, I feel like out of the loop for some reason. I feel like everyone's changed except me. Or is it me that's changed and they stayed the same? I'm so lost, I feel like I don't know any of them like I used to. It's so strange. I just feel so confused, and lost, like I'm no longer a part of it. It's so bizarre. But this is senior year so I guess everyone's going to change.
Change can be good. Never bad. It may seem bad at first but I know that in the end it will all be worthwhile.
Does anyone feel out of the loop??? Please comment if you do. I need some advice. I really feel like I don't know anybody anymore.
Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Friday, August 19th, 2005
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The cracks of my heart have broken and now like a flood my emotion pours over my heart throwing me into a pit of hatred and disdain...
This was the worst week of my life...On wednesday one of the older girls, she's like my sister, I've known her for 5 years cut her foot on the main drain at the bottom of the pool and tore off half the skin on her foot. Of course, since I'm a lifeguard I have to freakin' do first aid and shit (SO GROSS) I was about to throw up it was so disgusting! Then on Thursday there was a fiasco in the pool involving like 10 KIDS!!! Freaking someone pulled a girl's bathing suit bottom down (she was wearing a 2 piece) and then she took revenge on the guy that she thought did it and then like 10 people got involved and they were pulling each other's pants down and it was really retarded!!! I mean WHO DOES THAT??? Then that same day when I was driving home I got in a car accident and dented my hood and scraped my front bumper! I was bawling in my car half the time then tonight I found out I can't go to beach week cause my dad's conference is fucking on the same week! WTF!!!! That is so freakin' retarded!!! I'm sick of things controling my life!!! I'm almost 18 years old! I'm so sick of all of this I freakin' just want to die right now! I'm so frustrated with everything! I miss Blake and I still wish we were together and this really sucks!!!
I'm seriously uncapable of handling my emotions! I mean all of that bad stuff I can't have it piled on like that or I will go insane! It's enough to drive one up the wall! I'm sick of guys, I'm sick of life, I'm sick of all these things that control my life and I seriously just want to kill someone right now! This is so freakin' gay! I'm sick. I'm bipolar.
I'm gunna go punch a wall, that is if anyone cares...
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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It's hard knowing that you can't always get what you want, but in the end you know it will all be worthwhile. Things happen for a reason; it may not be the best thing at that time, but later on you'll know that everything falls into its place.
Everything around here seems to be so hectic. It's senior year, people are looking for colleges, doing summer work, finding jobs, figuring out what they want to do with themselves in the next four years. It's CRAZY! I have decided to buckle down and get going with what I want to do with my life.
I went to visit Full Sail University in Orlando, FL this past weekend. IT WAS INCREDIBLE. It was amazing what these people do. Top of the line technology, real film equipment, just everything! Campus was absolutely gorgeous. The programs that they have down there can get you out of college in 2 years!!! I was very thrilled to go see it. It was definitely an amazing experience. The only thing that they don't have is on campus dorms, it's apartments near the school that you have to lease. But the school was amazing! It's definitely at the top of my list to go there. It's just wow, so incredible.
On another more personal note, Blake and I made a very important decision today: remain friends. See the thing is, I realized that work has just pulled the both of us in different directions. Our likes and what we want to be when we grow up has just completely taken a hold of us and pulled us apart. Out relationship has turned back into a friendship. Which is really awesome cause he's the greatest guy I've ever met and he still means a lot to me. I actually started realizing that we probably wouldn't last too much longer with our schedules and work patterns. It would just be too hard. But it's good that we're still best friends, that I'm very glad of.
Well other than that, not a whole lot. Just trying to get my summer work done. It's a pain in the buttox.
Well I'm Outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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Nature's path of wonder lead me to the garden of love, from which I ate the fruit of life. It was then I knew I was destined to be with you.
Summer's great! Got a new gym workout so it's so far so good. OMGosh storytime! Meghann, Katie, Meredith, and I were going to the gym one day and the MP at the gate was checking our IDs. He looked in the car and was like "So where you ladies headed?" We were like the gym, and he asked us our ages and then he's like DAMN! Then he gave us this really seductive look and we went on our way! So funny! I went back the next day and he was there again, and he was hitting on me! I was like WOAH! It was pretty funny! This is why I want Blake to get an ID card so that he could go to the same gym as me so this kinda stuff won't happen!!! LoLz!
I'm still working as a lifeguard at my mom's school! $10 and hour babY! It's great pay and the job is so easy! I love it! Haven't been shopping yet but I will in August when all the sales come out! It'll be great! I'ma go shopping with Blake. It'll be fun!
Blake started his new job at his dad's office as like a secretary type person, which is cool! I'm glad he has a job, it gives him something to do rather than doing chores at his house all day.
I really should be working on my summer work, LoLz! I started it but I'm far from being finished. This will be an interesting 5 weeks! We'll see what happens! I'm actually looking forward to going back to school! I don't know why, maybe it's because I'll be interested to see who's in my classes and see people that I haven't seen in a very long time. It'll be fun, plus, IT'S SENIOR YEAR BABY!!! Class of '06!!! WOOT WOOT!!!
Well I'm outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie<3*~
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I've waited all my life to cross this line; to the only thing that's true.
We're BACK TOGETHER!!! I'm very happy! Blake and I are official again. Of course what I think is that we never really broke up in the first placce, we took a break according to him, so I don't feel as bad. But yeah anyway, that's the only update so far.
I'm going back to work tomorrow and getting more money!!! Big paycheck coming so I'm freaking going shopping!!! I need a new wardrobe, DESPERATELY!!! LoLz.
I'm outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!!!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-New Cell Phone!!! IM for my number, I'm not giving it out to everyone.
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How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave? Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
Well can't say summer started off with a bang, it actually started off with a sad melody. Blake broke up with me on June 26th. I shouldn't be that mad cause I don't regret what we had, it's just, he was so vague. I understand it was personal stuff but it still hurt. Thank God Phil Collins gave me the perfect words from lyrics (seen above). I also have Mrs. Ostrom, Meghann, and Ashley to thank, cause without them, well I'd be a wreck. So basically, I guess what I'm trying to say is NO GUYS FOR ME!!! Not for a while. Even though I say this, Blake still means so much to me. I mean we had a connection that was unbreakable. I still care about him so much and I hope that whatever is bothering him leaves him immediately. And I hope that we will always remain friends.
On another note, I started work on the 13th of June. Lifeguarding. Some of the kids that come there are SO ADORABLE! I just want to hug them every time I see them! So CUTE! I'm kinda mad I haven't gotten paid yet but oh well. I better get it soon!!!
Have yet to start on my summer work. UGH! Not looking forward to that.
Just an update to a very complicated life. Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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I dream a dream of us; caught up in a world of our own; a world where only lovers dwell. Like a rare sunset on the horizon I see us gradually fall into the realms of love, drowning in its waters.
I'm back from NJ; our boat, the LTWT boys boat, and the V8 women's boat had the luxury of going to Nationals in Princeton. It was a fun experience! The first day we were there, there was the most beautiful sunset where it when behind the trees making silohettes on the water; and from the silohettes you could see rowers rowing down the course. I wish I had a camera. It was so gorgeous!
On race day V8 got 5th in their heat, which is really good cause the race was extremely close! They did an awesome job! Us and the LTWT guys got 2nd in our heats and we got the best time we've ever gotten in a race! It was a great feeling. So basically, us and the guys advanced to semis. Semis took place at 9:15 and 9:35 for us and the guys. Our start was kind of bad but we pulled our hearts out and got 5th at semis; that was a close race too. In the guys race, they were first for a while and then at the 500 meter they kind of died and ended up getting 5th, same as us. But nonetheless, it was a good way to end the season.
I'm kind of sad that crew's over, this season was long yes, but now that I think about it, what am I going to do for the next 9 months??? Guess I'm gymin' it again. Oh well, better to starft off season training now than later.
Blake and I are doing awesome! We went swimming at his house the day that I got back; and I was glad to see a bunch of people that I haven't seen in the past 2 days. It was great! Our 3 month is the day I take SATs. I'm so nervous. I have to start looking at that book. But anyway, our prom pictures came back and I couldn't have been more impressed. I loved them!
I have like 3 projects to get done, and I'm afraid that I won't get them done; at least I have a 3 day weekend. Then I can start working on them.
Well, this is my update since I never get to anymore.
I'm Outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie<3*~
P.S.- I <3 my Meggo Eggo and my teddy bear!
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Etched in the corners of my mind is the feeling of ambition finally broken after your defeat.
YES! I AM SO EXCITED! We. Finally. Beat. GAR-FIELD!!! That was the most intense race of my life, I mean, it was like, WOAH! It was an incredible race. Liz was freaking out, well we all were freaking out, but it was cool. The one girl in bow seat got out of the boat with a "supposed" injury. I heard from Frankie that it was a migrane. Oh well. I did it with a hip injury. But anyway, it was exciting. Blue ribbons all around!
Blake and I are almost at 2 months! This is exciting. He's like the sweetest guy I've ever been out with. I <3 him!
OMG, I'm finally tan! I'm so excited.
Oh yeah, this summer, I have this intense summer work out thing that I made and it's gunna make me really buff. Anyone who wants to join me just gimme a call.
I'm out! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-I love my cupcake and my teddy bear! *MUAH*
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The stars in the sky humble your presence as you close your eyes and imagine heaven in your mind...
It's been a REALLY long time since I've updated this thing. There's just no more time anymore.
Well, let's see, Blake an I have been going out for one month and one week. So far so good. We've hit a couple of bumps but it's all good now. I can't wait until this summer, that mean I get to see a lot more of him. April 8th he turned 17 so we went out yesterday to celebrate his b-day. We went to Sakura with his family and went to his house so he could open presents and have cake. It was a BLAST! I love his family.
Crew, well, so far, it's going OK. We're doing 500s every day just to get stronger. We had the Smokey Jacobs Regatta yesterday. It was not the best regatta...It was cool because I got sunburned, which means I'm gunna be really tan. But our boat lost to our biggest rivals. UGH...Gar-Field...but that was one of the worst races we've ever raced. Langley, another boat we were supposed to face, got disqualified because they ran into us twice!!! TWICE!!! It was gay! I mean and the coxswain was like I'm sorry this is the first time I've ever coxed this boat I don't know how to steer it...GAH GAH GAH!!! It was awful! I mean people said we looked good but we felt awful...It was bad. However, the novice boys raced against Varsity boats and placed 4th! They almost had 3rd! They seriously looked like a Varsity boat! It was incredible. Our Varsity 8 women's boat placed 4th also, they beat one boat. THEIR SPRINT WAS AMAZING!!! It was like they almost caught 3rd place!!! It was exciting!
WEll, I'm really nervous about report cards...UGH...Oh well, this grading quarter is always my worst. I don't know why! Oh well...
Oh yeah, also I have ringworm...it's gross. But it's sort of going away...I got this fungal cream crud...so hopefully it'll be gone in a week...
I'm O-U-T! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-I <3 my Cupcake and Teddy Bear!!!
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
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The days go by and the nights drag on...the window to my soul keeps opening hoping that the arrival of a familiar stranger will come tapping at the distorted glass...won't you come knocking at my door?
Well, this is the LONGEST spring break of my life...Meghann's in Paris and Blake's in Florida...This blows...But it's not ALL bad. I still got Jenna. MOVIE NIGHT! HELL yeah, cause that's what's up.
Spring Break is boring, however, I don't mind sleeping in...
Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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Everytime it rains I can only imagine seeing your face traced in the clouds...and the only thing that keeps me going is your golden smile that I will find at the end of the hidden rainbow in my mind...
HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY!!!
Well, it's been forever since I've written in this thing...Crew's going great. I got an 8:35 on my 2k which is OK...Considering I haven't done one in like 10 months...LoLz. BUT OMG, our Light 4 is gunna be awesome this year! I can smell victory. But I don't want to get to full of it. Our boat is going to be really good. We raced the 8 and the soon to be heaviweight women's four and we left them in the dust. But it's cool.
Blake and I are doing awesome. We're going out Friday and Saturday. We're going to TGI Fridays on Friday and he's coming to dinner at my house (My mom and I are cooking; that should prove to be interesting, LoLz). But it'll be great. SPRING BREAK IS next week!!! It'll be a bittersweet time...Bitter because Meggo's going to Paris and my Teddy Bear is going to Florida!!! I will be alone. Well, not completely alone, but it'll be bad. Sweet, cause we get out of school...WOOHOO!
Well, I'm out! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-I <3 my Cupcake and Teddy Bear!
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Footprints in the sand leave behind memories of broken glass...As we walk along the beach hand in hand we leave behind permanent footprints that will forever be embedded in the sands of time...You put together the broken pieces of glass to form a small keepsake of cherished memories...
Well, everything's going great with Blake and I so far. I feel us getting closer and closer everyday. It's crazy! But incredible! I feel so full and complete with him in my life. It just makes everything that much better. I have somethign to look forward to when I go to both school and crew everyday from now on. I love it!
Crew was OK today...we're just getting started so things are going a little slow right now. But by next week we should be on schedule and on the go. I can't wait until we have a lightweight 4! I'm so excited! It's gunna be so awesome this year!
I'm going to Armetta's this weekend with Blake so that should be really fun! I think we're double dating with Alex Chase and his girlfriend but I'm not sure yet. But as long as I'm with my teddy bear I'm in heaven!
I'm outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-I <3 my cupcake and teddy bear! Vurry Vurry much!
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HOW DID I GET SO LUCKY!!!
O.M.G. I AM SO HAPPY! I haven't been this happy in a long time. Well, here it is...THE BIG NEWS... We're official! I'm sooo psyched!
Yupp, After 2 dates we finally decided to make it official. I'm so happy. I can't even express it. The best feelings are those that have no words to describe them. And I would PERSONALLY like to thank my cupcake. If it weren't for you...MAN where would I be??? Thank you so much Meggo! You have just made my life! I <3 you!!!
Well on another note, crew started! YUPP! And you know what that means...2Ks! Yeah...well...you know...I'm not exactly yippee over that but I guess it's a part of taking the bad with the good. We have a BUNCH of new people!!! It's like...WOAH...mad crazy...
Oh yeah on Friday that was one of the funnest, wildest, craziest nights of my life. See I wanted to get a ride home with Blake so I called my dad and he Oked it. So yeah, Blake, John, Ross, and I go up to the car and we like get our stuff out of the trunk. Well after I called the trunk closed and Blake's like OMG I can't find my keys...So we look around everywhere and John's like Dude, I think they're in the trunk. So Ross and goes to hold the trunk button down and it won't open. So we're all like crap...so we all go sit in the car cause it gets kinda dark...and I open up the manual and it says that the trunk button isn't operational if the keys aren't in the ignition. WONDERFUL! Luckily, John had his cell phone. We musta made like 20 freakin phone calls. So we called up his mom and asked her to bring the spare key...She's at work...we call Ashley and ask her if she has a spare key, then Blake's like WAIT! My brother has a spare key! So we ask Ashley to go pick up Blake's brother, and she agrees. She called back, yeah, Blake's brother wasn't where he was supposed to be...Great...so now what? Well, we thought we were screwed...then Blake goes...OMG! My brother has a cell phone!!! WONDERFUL! Only guess what, his brother's cell phone is programmed into his and guess where his cell phone is...IN THE FREAKIN TRUNK!!! MAN...talk about dumb luck...but wait...JOHN HAS BLAKE'S BROTHER'S CELL PHONE NUMBER ON HIS CELL PHONE! HALLELUJAH! So John calls him up and tells him our dilemma of Blake locking his keys in the trunk and John was like Ok dude, Ashley's trying to find you go meet her at some person's house (I don't remember the name). SO...20 minutes later ASHLEY and MEGGO come to our rescue!!! We're saved after waiting for about like 2 hours...but I wasn't bored *WINK WINK* So after that we decided to go to MICKEY D'S! And Blake and I made it official...WOW! Crazy HUH!
Oh and yeah, we didn't get to see Million Dollar Baby because it was sold out at 7:20 so we had to freakin watch Cursed (BTW THAT MOVIE WAS WACK! DON'T SEE IT!!!) So yeah, next weekend will be even better.
That was my fun fulfilled update on my life. CAUSE I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER!
I'm outtie, Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-Meggo I <3 you...and of course...I <3 MY TEDDY BEAR! *MUAH*
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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Hand in hand as we walk along the beach of life...footprints in the sand tell the story of our friendship...walk along the beach of life and leave behind you legacy...
OMG...I'm just in awe...I'm so happy I can't even speak. This is VERY rare. I had such a fun and exciting weekend, it was GREAT! I've never been this happy in all my life. I hope that next weekend will be even better.
It's been so long since I've been on a date, but this was great! I had such a fun time. Oh and "Hitch" is an awesome movie. I recommend all of you to go see it! It was wonderful!
I'm tired. Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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I'm intoxicated by your frangrance that still hangs in the air. You keep me guessing, you keep me awake, STOP. Torment me no longer with your presence or your fearful reminders that haunt me...
When I woke this morning
I HIT MY HEAD!
Yeah that's right, which would probably explain my "ADHD" today, if you even wanna call it that. REALLY, I'm not ADHD. But yeah, my alarm clock was buzzing and annoying so I got up but fell back down and hit my head on the nightstand. It hurt...then when I got to school, I was happy. Now, mind you, I'M NEVER HAPPY AT 6:45 IN THE EFFING MORNING! IT'S SCARY WHEN I'M HAPPY!!! People thought I was like on drugs or something. Crazy.
Crew starts in 6 days, actually 5 1/2 if you wanna get technical. I'm excited. REALLY! I AM!
Oh and, yeah, the guy I like, I think he has a girlfriend...which blows all my chances of being with him...DAMN...Oh well...I'll live...
I feel bloated (fat) I KNOW I'M NOT "FAT" I just feel like it cause I haven't worked out in like forever...SO DON'T POST CRAP IN MY JOURNAL SAYING "OMG STEPHANIE!!! YOU'RE NOT EFFING FAT!!!" I EFFING KNWO THAT PEOPLE!!! GOSH...
Wow, I'm anal...
Well, I'm outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
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| Time: | 7:58 am. |
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My heart awaits your call. I'm sitting. Waiting. Will you answer the call? Will you confront me? Do you want me?
I had the best dinner yesterday. SEAFOOD!!! YAY! I had crab legs, shrimp, rice, steak, and cucumbers. BEST MEAL I'VE HAD IN A LONG TIME.
Well, there's not much to say really. Crew starts in one week, and I am sooo psyched! I can't wait until the season cause that means my grades will shoot up.
Well, I think I pulled a muscle in my back, either that or it's really sore. But I'll keep icing it and play it by ear. The ROW-A-THON was GREAT. I think I did realyl well, considering I popped myter halfway through! But anyway, that was gross...
Well, I'm outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.- Meggo...YOU'RE AWESOME!!!
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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
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If you read this,
Even if I don't speak to you often,
Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
Just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....
This should be interesting. I'm not updating very often anymore...too busy with crap...
Well, I think I like someone but I'm not sure yet...
Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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My heart yearns for something that can't be touched or seen. Love has bound me in these chains of deceit and it refuses to set me free. Stupid Cupid, why must you torment me? You KNOW I can't have him...
So yeah, today we got our "Matchmaker" things back. It was a survey that was supposed to pair you up with someone...WHAT A BUNCH OF BULL CRAP. I mean seriously. Half of the people I am compatible with are preps! WTF MATE? I mean I know it's probably not a bad thing but, come on...what are the chances that I will get a boyfriend this year from some stupid ass survey. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT WASN'T REQUIRED!!! This makes me mad...
Valentine's Day is the most bogus holiday that ever existed...FREAKIN HALLMARK HOLIDAY!!! YUCK...Someone please shoot me now. I'm a real scrooge on Valentine's Day. That day serves no purpose. It's a sorry excuse to rot your teeth with pounds of chocolate and it leaves you vases tainted with rose oil. WHO THE F*** WANTS THAT??? Sure as hell not me...It always seems that Valentine's Day is the worst day of my life. Everything goes wrong on that day. IT'S BOGUS CRAP PEOPLE!!!
Venting Venting Venting...
On another happier note, I'll be 17 in two more days. I'm a little scared but nonetheless happy. It'll be great...
Peace out! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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Either we fight now AS A TEAM or we will die as individuals.
Powerful quote. Well Sunday was a Patriot victory. I still can't believe they only won by 3 points. They're better than that. Also, the commercials weren't that great this year. Well, school's going iight. There's not much to tell really...I'm extremely bored.
I got my 90 day yesterday. It's awesome, so I'll be able to drive by my senior year.
I'm outtie. Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-Meghann, are you sure I don't need to knock some sense into "you know who?"
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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Quench the fire that lies in your soul. Love me not, for I will never love you. Go hide in your shell of lonliness and never again see the light of day.
Wow...I don't even want to talk about yesterday...that was probably the worst day since before school started. It was probably one of the most heated days I've ever experienced. Well, it's the beginning of a new month and I'm excited. I've passed all of my classes so I should be good to go for the 3rd quarter.
I want to go to Meghann's for a superbowl party, that should be off da hizza! I can't wait cupcake! Maybe I should paint my face red, white, and gray. That would be HOTT!!!
Oh yeah, I'll be 17 in 11 days...I'm not really looking forward to it to tell you the truth. I don't want to grow up...I also have a feeling that my b-day is going to be bad. I always get in trouble on my b-day for some odd reason. The one thing that I absolutely want this year is a Patriots' jersey, number 12, TOM BRADY! Hell yeah...too bad it'll probably be 1 week after the Patriots kick ass at the Superbowl...Oh well, there's always next year...
Well, crew starts up soon so that should be awesome. Only like 4 more weeks. This season's gunna be great. I might do a 2k the day before practice just to psyche myself for crew.
I went running today, I think next time I should probably go slower cause my ankles and shins started to hurt. Maybe I'll just run shorter distances so I won't strain myself.
I'm outtie. Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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Cold...Empty...Heartless...Eyes of gloom stare me down...
Lord, take me home now...I no longer want to live...
PISSED OFF...Life sucks...
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
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If I could I'd be by your side...Don't cry for us...
*Sigh* Well, another week...MIDTERM WEEK!!! I have so much crap to do by Thursday!!! It's insane, freaking extra credit for History...UGH...I don't like that class. The Chem exam is going to be hard as hell...I swear, if I weren't listening to my music I would die...Well, I'm currently studying for the Multisoftware exam...I hope I do good on the practical, that's the only thing I'm afraid of...The scantron I think I'll pass. Well anyway...
Yeah no talking about midterms cause that's boring. Well let's see, I pulled a major blonde moment in English. I don't know what came over me...We were reviewing for the English exam by taking The Crucible test thingy. Yeah well I was doing fill in the blank stuff and Joel and Ashlinn and Jon were talking about ADD. Well the answers on my sheet spelled ADD for fill in the blank. And I was like OMGosh! ADD spells add!!! Wow...I was made fun of sooo much...I don't think people will ever look at me the same again...that was really embarassing. Maybe I should just keep my mouth shut from now on.
It was actually a fun day. At lunch we were describing a certain male part and comparing it to animals. HAHA! IT LOOKS LIKE A WALRUS WITH ONE TUSK. HAHA! Meghann didn't get it. I was very bizarre today...Odd..
Well I'm outtie. This crew season I'm taking a bunch of pics...Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-Meggo Eggo! It's a walrus...
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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The rhythym of the drums summons the mighty worrior inside you. Answer the call...be heard...Speak out in honor of the drums.
I'm slacking on these words of wisdom. I don't know what the hell they mean anymore...
THE PATRIOTS ARE GOING TO THE SUPERBOWL!!! For those of you that didn't already know. Porr Jon was so sad because his team lost. I'M SORRY JOJO!!! I still love ya! LoLz. But yes, The Eagles are going to get slammed!!! I gotta hunch. Meghann, I'm very proud of you for shutting your tailgate this morning. I'm still confused about our "son." Are you sure you didn't go off somewhere??? LoLz. Love ya cupcake! I forgot where the origin of "cupcake" came from. Can you remind me?
Well, this was a good day up until Gulden's class. Oh yeah, and the German oral. UGH! I hope I didn't fail it. That would suck...
Well off to study! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
P.S.-This is for the Steeler's fans...I'm sorry about your loss...Better luck next year...And I mean that...HONESTLY!
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Friday, January 21st, 2005
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| Subject: | TGIF!!! |
| Time: | 5:19 pm. |
| Mood: |  hyper. | | Music: | "The Boys Are Back In Town" -Queen???. |
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Influence is the backbone to deception.
Well, what an eventful week. REALLY!!! I actually had an EVENTFUL week!!! This is exciting. I went to the crew meeting last night and there are a hell of a lot of novices trying out this year! I mean WOAH! We were like SURROUNDED!!! But I have a feeling that this season is gunna be the shizzle fizzle. There aren't tryouts...that's the one thing that made me kind of mad though. That's the last minute workout everyone gets so they don't start off crew cold. Am I the only one that thinks that? I'm just saying...
Well, I think I'm caught up in all of my classes...I hope so...I still didn't do very well this quarter...I never do for some reason...
Well, JENNA PEARL...WE'RE GOING TO THE GYM FINALLY!!!
Freaking we are going to do wall-sit pyramids again!!! It's gunna be hott...It's time to tighten the gluts!!! I'm excited for this crew season. It's gunna be HOTT!
I'm outtie! Catch ya on da Flip Side!
P.S.-I love my cupcake! <3<3<3
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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| Subject: | Thoughts |
| Time: | 6:23 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. | | Music: | "The Water is Wide" -Danny Wright. |
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Your eyes are so hollow...they keep me guessing...they keep me awake at night...I know who you are...your in my dreams that I can never seem to wake up from...
You know, it's funny how sometimes the most random things that you hate somehow find their way into your heart. It's funny how the people you thought you knew so well, jump back and surprise you. It's funny how some childhood memories always bring you back to that dead end that you never wanted to face again. It's funny how the most childish things seem so funny all of a sudden.
Days are meant to live out in the most ways possible. Days are a fragmant of time that always seem to be longer on Mondays. Days are always when the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. Days are ritual. Routine. You can't escape the days or weeks months or years. You'll always go to bed at night, and you'll always wake up one day older.
Isn't it strange how some days are spent dreaming? Isn't it strange how you wake up every morning to the pestering noise of that alarm clock? Isn't it strange how you always seem to remember the people that made a big difference in your life? Isn't it strange that you wake up remembering how much this person means to you? Isn't it strange...how life is so routine...
Think about it...
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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The uphill struggle, the blood, sweat, and tears, everything to gain, nothing to fear...
Well, another successful workout at the gym today...I really need to start erging again...I NEED INSPIRATION!!! But, I increased weights on my legs workouts and I'm doing the same with my arm workouts on Wednesday...I'm definitely going running tomorrow and RICHARD SIMMONS wrokout videos!!! Hell Yeah! That guy's funny as hell!
Well, Sunday is my resting day...I don't do very much on Sunday...anyway yeeah, I'm really boring, but these entries are going to probably be nothing but me going to the gym or working out because I have become self-concious with the way I look. No, I know I'm not fat...I KNOW THAT PEOPLE!!! LoLz. I just want to be like solid...like I want my whole body to be steel. Ya know what I'm sayin??? Yeah you get it.
Well, have to get on with about 58 Social Studies Questions...Catch ya on da Flip Side!!!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
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I'm breathing in your fragrance, long lost and sweet...breathe in my heartache, feel my pain as I lead you into my dark and empty heart...Follow me...
I don't feel like updating but I'm going to suck it up ad just do it...Worked out with Jenna yesterday. Frickin' wall sit pyramids!!! Yes!!! I love lactic acid!!! Haha, wow...well, yeah, I'm done. Catch ya on da Flip Side!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-I love you cupcake!!! ; D
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Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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Rain speaks its solemn voice to me as I walk down the alley, drowning myself in its comforting asylum of lonliness. No longer will I be in pain, for wretched are the shadows that pull you into suffocating darkness...
I'm getting better...I had ear/sinus infection and bronchitus all at once. It really sucked, but thank God for amoxicillin. That stuff works. Oh yeah, and I got flonase! That's stuff's the bomb.
Now that I'm doing better, it's time for me to go into really intense training. Erging, running, weights, aerobics, all that jazz. Working out actually relaxes me. I love sweating to the beat of my music and I love that tingling pain that you get after you bench press 60 pounds. I love it. Oh yeah, and maybe when I get really bored, I'll go play racketball. ANYBODY WITH AN ID CARD, WANNA COME PLAY RACKETBALL WITH ME??? LoLz. Jen's been coming with me, which is tight because I need a gym buddy to tell me to do better. She's my Monday buddy, LoLz.
Well, I have all of this make-up work to do, CHEMISTRY! UGH! I hate that class...Well I'm outtie!
~*<3 Froggie <3*~
P.S.-MEGHANN, can I borrow your Armageddon CD??? I wanna put "Sweet Emotion" on my iPOD. Comment if you get this message.
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